I don't like putting nice stuff on my actual blog, so it goes here:
To my friend,
I really like hanging out with you!
I've been feeling really bad lately in both the mental and physical aspects, but I really enjoyed watching that anime with you. I'm glad we could watch it together. I had been putting off watching it with you for a while because I was worried it would somehow go badly, but I really enjoyed myself!
I know that I don't reach out as often as I should or seem uninterested in friendship, but I really appreciate that you keep messaging me regardless. I know my anxiety is often seen as standoffishness, but I'm glad that you're persistent and patient with me even if I don't ever say that. Sometimes I feel like everyone is either dislikes me or is afraid of me somehow, but I haven't gotten that impression from you yet.
To many more good conversations!
With love, your friend.